One + 1 = Thr3e

Before you stop reading, no I'm not doing a review on Mariah Scary's horrible movie, glitter is probably the best way to describe me right now, seeing that I'm covered in all of it from head to toe... So what is AdamMac doing, at quarter to 2 in the morning, sitting at his computer covered in glitter for? Well I've been to where else but the Diva Bar, and its been a special night!

Tonight was a night to celebrate Kylie Minogue's Birthday party and to help raise some funds for the National Breast Cancer Foundation... The theme was pink, so Diva went PINK! 50 pink balloons, all blown up by yours truly :P, pink streamers, pink gels in the lights, everything was PINK!!! And people dressed up in Pink, and there was glitter everywhere!! Hence the reason I'm covered in it!!! Well, I'm covered in it because Carmela thought it might be funny to throw glitter in the air on the stage when herself and I were dancing on the stage!!! FUN FUN!!!

Diva closes at 3am!! So why am I here so early?? Well, everything I go out there now, I have to be home early... Being out and having fun at clubs is depressing me!! I can't remember the last time that I came home and was happy... And I hate the fact that I can't do that.... It couldn't have been that long?

And I think I know what the problem is... I'm not happy with myself at the moment, and I haven't been for a very long time... And I think that people must be able to see that I'm unhappy, even though I'm wearing a mile from ear to ear and dancing like a fool :P

I've been single now for over a year and a half, and I hate it! The main reason why I hate is, is because I've been going out a lot more by myself these days, I spent more time going out with myself than with friends (not that there is many of them now anyway), because I can't be bothered sitting at home by myself!!!

To make matters worse, I'm seeing couples everywhere, people are always telling me good things about their relationship and how happy they are, and here I am alone! I just really want to know, whats wrong with me??

Not gonna continue, not wanna think about it anymore, yet I know when i hit the pillow tonight, thats the first thing I'll think about, it has been for the last year!!!

As many of you would know, I live by myself!! I live in a little apartment in St. Kilda. Its close to the city, close to clubs and walking distance to work! Its great... But, with all good things there has to be some bad things...

• My neighbours are old... Here I was thinking that I would be moving into a hip apartment, full of cool young people, but clearly I was wrong. There aren't even the type of old people you would wanna hang out with, like do you know how some old people are fun to hang out with, well these people are the complete opposite!!! Sometimes I feel, that I'm living below a retirement home... For some reason, I think that my dream of falling in love with my hot neighbour isn't gonna happen, seeing that I don't have one!!! BUT, on the otherhand, the apartment next door is empty... fingers crossed!! :P
• My car spot is a bitch to get into... I have to reverse parallel park!! And anyone who knows how good my driving is, lol, knows what a great parker I am!! Depending on the mood that I'm in, it can take a good 2 or 3 times to get into!!! To make matters worse, there is an evil lady whose balcony is just above my parking spot, and she must hear me drive up, because she always comes out and watches me park now... I swear to god she must find it amusing, because why else would she need to come out everytime?? I reckon she keeps a blackboard on her balcony and marks the number of times I attempt to park and tallies it up each week to see how much I improve, or well get worse some weeks :P Then I can just imagine who going inside and calling her friends saying, " Awww, he only took 3 times this week, which is better than last weeks average!"... Grrr, she is EVIL!! I can always see a little smirk on her face!!!
• It gets lonely... There is only a certain amount of times you can read the same book, and watch the same DVD over and over again!!! And I can't get a pet, seeing that I'm not allowed them... I think that without the internet now, I would be pulling my hair out!!!!
• I miss my family!! Didn't think that I would be saying that, but I do... I probably miss my little sister, and watching her grow up everyday... So long as she doesn't forget my name, I'm happy!!!

But of course, it all isn't doom and gloom... There are a lot of good things as well...

Well only 9 months of my lease left... And then I have to think about whether or not I move in with someone...

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Ok, I don't usually get involved in issues like this, but I think I should put my two cents in. Tonight on the SBS program, "Insight", they held a debate over whether or not Same Sex marriage should be legalized. The program, while addressing the issues of marriage and whether or not a same-sex couple can bring a child into the world, it brought up many interesting points. I was happy with the program, but am absolutely infuriated after reading the posts made by some people in relation to the topic on the website, http://news.sbs.com.au/insight/.

As a proud gay man in this society, I think that I have the right, just like anyone else, to be legally connected to a partner of my choice, whether they are male or female. If a heterosexual couple is able to have their relationship recognized by both society and by the government, why can't a homosexual couple? Are they still not two people who are committed to another?

One of the arguments that was brought up in opposing homosexual marriage, is that marriage is for a man and for a woman, and if a man/woman chooses to be with the same sex, that is a life choice that they have made, and they make a choice not to be able to participate in marriage. Being gay is not a choice, it is not something that one day you just wake up and you’re gay. You are born that way. Your sexually preference is not a lifestyle choice; it is something that you are born with. Why would any want to live a life why they are subject to discrimination, hate crimes and a lower status in society? I have met too many gay people, who wished that they were straight, because it would be easier.

I personally would love to be able to get married one day, not just to show to someone that I love them and want to spend the rest of my life with them, I can do that without papers, so that I know that me and my partner are recognized legally. To know that if anything happened to me, that they would have the right to make medical decisions on my behalf. I hope I am never in this situation, but I would prefer that someone who I’m intimate with, and someone that I share my life with, has the option to make medical decisions on my behalf if anything was to happen to me. Its not a matter of being able to show the world how much I love someone, but to have the world recognize how much I love someone, male or female.

The ability to bring a child into the world is also a major issue that was debated in the forum. I share the same views on this as I do on same-sex marriage, in that two people, straight or gay, should have the right to bring a child into the world, and to be able to have a happy family. Even though it is not physically possible for two men or two women to have a child, that doesn’t mean that they don’t have the right as human beings to raise a child. Because a woman is infertile, does that mean that she shouldn’t be allowed to have a child because she can’t do it naturally?

For a child to be brought into the world of a same-sex partnership it requires a lot more planning than what most pregnancies would go through. For starters, they have to find the relevant donors, and they need to be able to know that they are willing to stand up to society for something that they want so dearly. I personally feel that if same-sex couples are willing to go through all this planning, then that shows that they are more than able parents, and should be allowed to raise a child. Single mums are allowed to raise a child through IVF, why can’t two mums raise a child? Wouldn’t having two parents be better than one, regards of the gender?

I honestly feel that any relationship, gay or straight, should have the right to be legally bound and that any couple who are willing to raise a child should have the right to do so.

Ever wanted to become a C Grade Personality? Ever wanted to walk down the street and maybe have 1 person recognize you? Or did you want to drop your name endlessly to complete strangers about a new thing you’re doing that no-one has heard about?? Well here’s your chance….

Ever week, I’m going to launch a task… Basically, I’ll post a mission so to speak, give you some objectives, and then you head out into the big wide world and complete it. It will basically involve you getting out there and trying to make a name for yourself, just like any other C Grade Personality out there. It could be a lot of fun, especially if there are times when you just don’t know what to do when you’ve got to kill some time. They are going to vary between physical challenges and some just plain fun ones!

All you’ve got to do to enter is nothing. That’s right, nothing!!! Basically, you look at the task; if you think you can do it, and then do it, otherwise, just leave it!!! That way, you’re not locked in, no obligations, and probably the best thing is that its free!!! You read it right the first time… FREE!!!

SO, you don’t have to do anything to enter, and you don’t have to pay anything!! What more can you ask for???

So, now you know what it’s all about, and a little about how it works… But I can hear you asking yourself one question… What’s the point? Well, every week, a task is set out, and basically there has to be a winner in each task… So, there will basically be a “Wannabe Celebrity”, and that person is the one who has the highest points in that task… Each week, they will have the limelight on the net, and basically have bragging rights, and let’s face it, it would look hot on your resume! Now just like a real C Grade Celebrity, your status on the website will last for about a week, but if you win a couple of weeks in a row, well you’ll be famous for probably longer than one of the original Big Brother evictees…

To find the mission go to the sidebar and select the mission under, ** This Week's Training **. Alternatively you can just type in the address, www.cgrademissions.blogspot.com.

So you know where to find it, and you know what it is, so let’s begin…

Mission will be allocated on every Sunday!!!

Over and Out,

AdamMac
C Grade Personality

Ok, If you've just jumped on and seen this post, then you may have noticed a slight change in C Grade Personality. If you haven't noticed them, ummmm look around the whole thing has changed!!!

With a new computer, a new house, a new life, I figured why not set up a new blog!! But then I didn't want to lose this one and it would be too much of a hassle, so I thought I'd just change this one a bit!

BTW, if you just read that and saw the new computer, thats right, AdamMac is the proud new owner of a spanking new laptop... Its so HOT! And with this new laptop, comes internet access, and with that comes more posts for yourselves, so me buying it was a WIN-WIN situation for everyone!! :P Maybe if I keep telling myself that it will justify me spending so much money :P

I'm disappointed in myself for one thing and that is that I've had my lappers for a week now, and A) this is my first post and B) I haven't named him yet... Seeing he is like a pet :P

So thats where you guys come into it!

I need a name for him, and because of my slack posting, expect a shit load to follow.

Love you long time,

AdamMac and **Insert name here for lappy**