One + 1 = Thr3e

Everybody's waiting for something, or someone... Everyone is... You can't deny... I'm sitting here at work waiting, checking that phone every couple of seconds, thinking that it could happen right now or maybe its happened already and i missed it??

Tick, Tock. Each second that goes past the anticipation rises, and when the phone goes, your heart beat increases and you think that its it, a flicker of the screen makes your heart skip a beat, because you think that finally its happened, but then you're left for the next couple of minutes waiting for the aderlian to go down when you realise it was someone else!!!

When it is going to happen, it is really irratiting, the next phone call/message could basically change my life in a matter of seconds. Scary thought, but its true...

So I sit here waiting, just like everyone, waiting for the next big thing to happen...

How much longer will I have to wait??

New Year's was massive in the land of Adam Mac... Not the massive, but massive enough... Got drunk, well really really smashed, but that was expected...

The day started with me and my mum heading off to DFO... I know, why go shopping with my mum, well I wouldn't call it shopping... I was going for two things, white singlet and black pants, and mum wanted to get some stuff so she said DFO. Went there, found two singlets and a black pair of pants, wasn't really looking for anything else, I was there for those two things so thats what I got!!

The rest of the day was pretty slow, mum helped me get ready for the night... I was going to a Black & White party @ Diva!! Love Diva, like my second home... I was going with Jody and Ally... Got to Jody's then ventured off to Nicks, stayed there for about an hour and then headed off the Diva. Greeted by the lovely Carmella, we then headed to the bar for a drink... Lots of drinks, little time... 12 hit, with champers in hand and confetti bombs going off.. It was awesome!!

Danced on the bar like the trashbag that I am to every song... Heaps of fun... Met shitloads of people and dancing with them... Saw lots of people I knew, and danced with them... Basically, danced with everyone!! I was attached to the bar and just couldn't get off it...

What else happened??? Not much for the rest of the night, fell asleep on Jody's couch and then came home... Nothing more exciting!!

One thing that did happen on Saturday, was I thought I better sit down and think about what I was going to do in the new year... I have a couple of goals/resolutions:

1. Get Fit I have this one every year, its quite depressing really... It should happen, but I know it won't. I play sports, thats enough exercise, isn't it??

2. Have a substantial relationship- For some reason, just like the one above it, this one may not work as well, who knows, I could be wrong!!!

3. Get a tattoo- This one was decided by myself and Jody on Saturday, I've wanted one for a while and so does she, so we'll get one together...

4. Go away for a weekend- I'd prefer it to be longer than a weekend, but knowing my luck thats all I'll do. I just want to get away from Melbourne for a little bit, even if it is only for a couple of days...

5. Keep a diary- When I was thinking about all the things I have done this year, I got quite annoyed because I couldn't think of anything that had happened. Like I could think of a couple of things, but I couldn't remember that much. I just remember that since NYE last year, I'm a completely different person... And I just wanted to see how these things came about.

This year I've, had two different jobs, got my license, came out, had boyfriends, introduced to the Gay world, clubbing, stage managering, back staging, house sitting, little sisters, kicked out of home, went camping, shit loads of things, but many other things happened that I can't remember!!!

Well, hopefully one thing I remember to do is to post more... So heres to an even bigger 2006....

Adam Mac